SONG MEANINGS

This is where I'll tell you about my songs and their history. Usually they are made for someone. Someone really special to me. Sometimes my songs are about love, sometimes friendship or parents. And if I am having some hard times they are about hope and power that I need. Every one of them is something special to me and they mean something to me. They are like my friends and I can honestly tell them how I feel. So every song is a part of me. If you listen to them really carefully you'll see that they aren't just about love. They are about life, goals and the most important thing in my life. They are about ME.!*



LIKE A GHOST

Like a ghost is one of my best songs ever and is my first real song. I am really proud of it. This song is different then the others. It is more about me and my life right now. I love it because I made it from the bottom of my heart and this song means so much to me. I hope you’ll see the point when you’ll listen to song. So the song is actually talking about the girl who lost everything because she was so in love with some guy. He didn’t return her love in the way she wanted and it’s pretty the same in my case. I wrote this song a good month ago and it’s still my favorite. So this girl is lost. Not only that she lost him, she also lost herself and now she is trying to find it. Her “lover” wasn’t what she expected. And she believed everything he said because she was so in love. In the first part the song is actually about her memories. She is so lost and she still doesn’t believe that between them is over. That’s why she holds on her memories, even though they aren’t true. Then she is kind of upset because she believed him and that’s why she got used. We could say that the first part of the song is about her. It’s about how she lost and how she is trying to win, but she can’t. The second part is about them and their relationship. It’s about things they did together and later in song she got angry with him. He deserved it. She was so in love and the boy took advantage of her. She says that he used her like a tool. Like she was just his toy. Sad, isn’t it? Now we have the third part and of course the chorus. In the last part of the amazing song, the girl is talking about time they spend together. It’s not about them anymore, it’s about life. She says she remembers day when everything started and secretly she wishes she would be more careful and not so naïve. She is actually angry with the fact that she fell for him. At the end she finds out that all that stuff suddenly doesn’t matter anymore. Only thing left for her to do is to find peace and herself.  The chorus of the song is probably the most beautiful and powerful part of the song. She actually compares herself to a ghost because they are both like floating around. She is trying to find her peace but she can’t because she misses him to much and he is the reason for her trouble. She also compares herself to a spirit who is trapped in it own feelings. It’s like she can’t find reality because of this boy. He totally obsessed her. She is talking about how she misses him, his lips and his kisses. All of that was so important to her. And as you probably find out earlier, I am that girl. <3 

CAN I CALL YOU MINE?

Can I call you mine is one of my favourite songs. I wrote it on 14.3.2013. Not so long ago. That's right. The song is actually about girl who is desperately in love with her friend. I made it for one really special boy and I was in love with him for about a month before I wrote this song. You know how is it to be in love, don't you? I was probably thinking about him 24/7, every morning and every night. So this song is actually about our relationship. We weren't really girfriend and boyfriend and we weren't a couple but we were kind of dating by the time. The first part of song Can I call you mine? is talking about how I am dreaming about this boy like all the time, and how my bigest dream is to finally call him mine. I would do anything to be his ONLY girl. In the first part I also say that I think I am in love, even if we weren't meant to be. In the chorus of the song I actually show a lot of hope. I always believed and I still believe that one day I will call him mine. The chorus is talking about how one day everything will change and he will realize how much he loves me. And it will be the day when the sun shine, so a really beautiful day with nothing but happines and love. I also know that this would be the day when we won't just call it friendship, we would call it love. In the part when I realize that this is really up to happen, I am so fearless and without him I really feel alone, but at the end of the day I am still waiting for this day to come, when I can call him mine. And the whole song is about that day. Me and this special boy were just talking when I wrote this song and I asked him for his opinion. I asked him to say that song is good even if it's not. Then I sent him the lyrics and he said: "It's good xD"...Then I said: "yeah right" and he said: " You told me to say it's good, even if it's perfect."

And that's why I love him. <3 

THE YOUNG SOLDIER

The young soldier is again a love song. It's not sad in the way like other was. This song is more of a good love song. The soldier and his girl in the song are in love, but unfortunately he has to go on a mission. The song starts with chorus. It's about the young soldier who just started his job, but not only he's fighting for freedom, he is also in a war with his feelings. The soldier made this girl feel so safe and so careless. She really found the one. The girl is singing that his pure heart made her see the beauty of the life, his eyes made her think he is an angel and his smile gave her what she never got from love. Then of course the soldier has to go away. It's his job. But girl is missing him so damn much. And the very last part of the song says: "The young soldier winning the battle of life, but he lost the battle starting in his heart."